addiction.

ohhh if this week hasn't been the shittiest. everything is just all bad. the spring fest was this week...i didn't go to shit.
i'm too busy stressin' over other shit. 1. stupid ass mike has my motherfucking psychology book. not to mention, i have a fucking TEST friday(next friday) and i have to read three...THREE long motherfucking chapters! then, when i call or texr him...he doesn't answer. when i see him around campus...my fucking book is in his room. BITCHASSNIGGA! got dayum. 2. i fucking hate facebook. with the biggest passion in this whole fucking world. you see shit you don't wanna see. read shit you don't wanna read. i mean, i know i'm not the sharpest tool in the shed, but damn, i'm not fucking stupid.
Bakit ako na milinis ang isang lihim?!
that's allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll i wanna know man.
i'm lucky to have the friends i have to comfort me in the time of need. i love you jay, bri and courtney. even though ya'll don't wanna hear about my problems. lol. what are friends for right? pahaha, suckers.
i'm so confused on so much shit. like what the fuck do i do? what the fuck have i done? what the fuck can i do?
i can't wait for the summer. this semester has been memorable yet so fucking stressful! damn, i can't wait for the summer. to work. be with my friends. my birthday, which i'm hecka excited for.
blehhh.
i can't fucking sleep. my head is killin'. anddddd i'm just so irritated.
i haven't talked to michelle in like a gagillion days, okay, so i'm overreacting. i haven't talked to her since tuesday.
i need ohhhh, aboutttttt....another fucking debit card to pay my fucking phone bill...that's not just 2 or $300. to be exact...it's $798.87.
thank Godddddd i was smart enough to put money away in my savings....
but it doesn't even matter...'cause my debit card is LOST!
my mom is acting like a douche bag.
my dad...shit, all he fucking does is work and i can't even get a "hi" in.
ugh.
someone shoot me!

gonna go try an fall asleeeeeeeep.
i doubt it'll happen, but i'm sure as hell gonna try.
byeeeee, til i feel like complaining again. :D