wow, once again...i've deserted you again. hahah. nahhh, but damn...a lot has happened once again. some good. some bad. some drama. typically shit! anywhoooo. so yeah, i mean...where to start...well...school is finally about to fucking end! i'm so stoked! i can't wait to get the fuck outta here. go home. kick it with my friends. cristian damn, i miss her!!! i haven't seen her since spring break and it feels like forever. a lot has happened with her. after four years, she broke it off with javi cause she's feelin' orkis. ew. ahah. i mean...wow. i never saw that coming. her and javi are so in love. anyways, on to my life... i think it's so funny when i'm single, i'm never talking to anyone...and if i am, it's multiple people...but as soon as i get in a relationship...people ride my clit. ha. the two biggo transfer dykes. soccer guy. haha. fucking jeremiah thinks he's so slick. at first i didn't even realize he was trying to "holla" at me til we played one on one. i thought it was just gonna be a one on one you know, just to play one on one. but dizamnnnn. asking all these personal questions, i was like...he's definitely trying to talk to me. asking me if i had a "clown" hha, "i don't like clowns." pahahah. the fuck, i'm so stupid. but yeahhh, since i lost the 3 point shoot out to five me and mowinn had to go over and chill with him and his patnaaa. shiiiit, his patna was buying drinks...i'm down to drink! lol. didn't have to put nothing in on no bottle. :D that's what i'm talking about! haha. anywhoo. when we went over, we went to buy drinks and then just kicked it. took seven bottles of b&j to the head. damnnn. then him and mowinn got into the biggo debate on interracial dating...and the shit he said kinda offended me. "stick to the rules" the hell. i mean, it just went on and on.
thennnnnn, michelle texts and this has started some shit.
so, we're all in a serious debate. i mean, cutting each other off, the voices are getting louder, everyone on the edge of their seat...
so, she asks if mowinn and i are asleep. i'm like nah, this is mercedes, what's up? so she's like call me. i tell her what we're talking about and she fuckin' flips out on me. saying blahdy blahdy blah i need to talk to you or something like that idk. so i call her, 'cause clearly she's freakin' out and i'm like what's up...what's wrong. she's like nah forget it now. wtf! are you serious? i'm like dude, wtf. i thought she just actually for once wanted to talk on HER time. 'cause that like NEVER happens. so she's being hella stubborn and shit, she wouldn't tell me what was wrong...and pretty much hangs up in my face. if she only knew how fucking much that pisses me off. whether her "yeah" is a bye. my "bye" is a "bye"
fuckkkk it.
i don't even wanna talk about that shit.
she doesn't wanna be with me. fuck it. i KNOW there's other shit than the fucking "long distance" thing but whatever.
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