i know i say so much shit about how i need to get over her since she's with her girl now, but i just fuckin' can't. buttttttt uh, certain little things make me wanna just fall back out of the way for a little. she's being so distant*in my eyes, and i don't like this feeling at all. so i'm fallin' back a little. i don't want to...but shit...i can't do nothing else. everything is so out of place right now. /:
we haven't been talking as much anyways. i call, i usually get, "i'll call you back later," or something of that sort. so much has happened these past couple of days and i don't have anyone to share it with. i feel like cristian is all pissed cause of my situation, and that she's fed up with all my bullshit i tell her. so all these things are happening...and i don't have anyone to talk to about it. not even monique 'cause she's working like a fuckin' dog at work and she's too tired to talk and shitttttttt.
when i need people the most, they're never there. pft.
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