advice.

i am probably the easiest person to talk to, but i don't always know what to say. i don't always give the best advice and i damn sure probably won't tell you the oh so perfect things you wanna hear. people all day long text and call me about their love life...but do ya'll even know what the fuck love really is? for example; no names...but you were with some girl for about a year? you and her parents weren't on too good of terms and whatever has happened with ya'll has happened...buttttt when i look to your page i see a totally different girl, and your supposedly in love with her already? and ya'll are about to get married next spring? come on man. can you even tell me your definition of love? i mean, you've been with this girl for a split second...and ya'll are getting "married?" girllllll, i don't get you. i just don't. and from my perspective, you really don't know the first thing about love.
let me tell you, i'm in love right now...and if you loved your ex like you said you did...you wouldn't have just gave up. and if you love this new girl like you say you do...you wouldn't be on someone else's myspace saying, "i'd love to be your girl." i don't blame your girl/wife whatever ya'll are...i'd be hella pissed too if my girl said some bullshit like that. butttt, we all make mistakes and shit tends to happen. i just hope you know what you're getting yourself into with this whole marriage thing 'cause it IS serious. "marriage don't change nothing but your name, unless it's true love through sunshine and the rain. it's more than a ceremony, and more than a wedding ring. marriage doesn't change, nothing but your name."-MH. and that's real shitttttttt.

and on to my gagillion and one problems...
it fucking sucks to be talking to the only person you love...and although you know their with someone else...and usually when ya'll are about to hang up you always tell each other you love each other...
and that one time it isn't said makes your world fall apart.
i feel like we're growing apart. i hate this feeling. i don't talk to you as much as before...i feel like you're holding things back from me, and being sooo distant. /:
gahhh, i hope all this changes soon.